A Letter to My Husband: Happy Anniversary

Oh baby! We've been together for awhile now. Four years I believe, although I always want to say five. Anyways, we have come a long way and I am so glad that you are my soul mate and my life partner. I didn't always know you were my life partner hence all of the dramatic break ups but with some growing up, I soon realized you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. We have gone through many things that a lot of people our age have never gone through or never will but I believe our old souls were meant to go through them together.

I'll never forget those early high school days where you would stalk me on Facebook. Ever since our first meeting at Ci Ci's pizza we've been inseparable.

I don't want to go through memory lane, that's what the pictures are for. What I really wanted to say is thank you.

Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for dealing with my crazy and my stupidity. Thank you for dealing with how much of a bitch I can be. Thank you for being my voice of reason. Thank you for always pushing me even when I didn't believe in myself. You've always been my biggest fan.

You always felt like you needed to save me, and I thought I could save myself. I still do believe I saved myself from my very dark teenage years, but you were always right there. I honestly don't know why you've stayed around because I know I am difficult but you've always loved me the same, no matter what, through thick and thin, and now until death do us apart.

God has truly blessed me with a good one and I am forever thankful for you.

God also blessed Jordan with you as her dad. You are such a great dad and Jordan adores you. You really pick up my parenting slack. You give Jordan things I can't and I know Jordan loves and appreciates everything you do.

I also wanted to say that I am proud of you. You have come a long way from when I first met you, (always wearing that same red polo and black shorts, even in the winter.) You always had your head in the clouds and you still do, but now you're a bit more reasonable. You are so dedicated and hard working. You are so smart, although I question your common sense sometimes. You have big dreams and I know you will make every single one come true. You have the biggest heart, filled with so much love and compassion. I don't know how you hold it all.

I hope you know how much I love you, although I'm not very affectionate. I hope you never forget how much I love you.

Cheers to many more years together. More experiences and more adventures. I would't want to go through life with anyone, but you.

Your crazy matches my crazy.